in my mind: entry 1

as i sit here thinking about my own thoughts, and going into my thoughts thoughts, i wonder why do i think the way i do. i ask myself what am i doing ? where am i going ? who am i ? do i even know who i am ? do you know who you are ? i live life from day to day as if i'm just floating on a cloud and breezing through life. why am i here ? why are you here ? i ask myself if i could see emotions what would they look like, do they have a certain color, do they smell different from other emotions and feelings. who knows, maybe your love smells different than mine does, maybe my orange juice tastes like apple juice and your apple juice tatses like milk. does anyone really know the answers to any of these questions, has anyone ever even asked them ? as i pause to say: i know some of you are like what is this dude talking about, but i know there's a few of you who are like yea, maybe i thought about one or two of those things. now back to whatever this is. i've always wondered what it would be like to be famous, how are their lives, don't they ever stop and ask themselves what it is they're really doing here, or there. do they ever have time to think when they're constantly on the road and flying from state to state and country to country. but then again don't we all have time to think ? but how often is it that you really do something about your thoughts, i'm not talking about i think i'm going to start dressing punk, so you go out and buy studded belts and die your hair black, i'm talking about changing the way you think, seeing things in different colors, doing things you want and not what everyone else thinks you should do. i know i'm going on and off topic, but the truth is there is no topic, i'm pretty much freestyling my own thoughts right now, trying to remember what i was thinking about thirteen seconds ago. as i come to another random thought that i just came to, i wonder if i will remember what it is as i am getting to typing it. i speak english, so my thoughts are in english, if i was chinese or japanese(languages that use symbols) how do they see their thoughts ? how do they appear in their minds. now i know nothing about being an animal, but i do know they think on their own, but what i don't know is how they think and how there thoughts look. do you think they resemble human thoughts ? or are their thought patterns on a totally different wave length ? well as i slow down my mind and get back to what i originally posted this for, who controls your thoughts ? do you or do the people you're trying to be like ? all of you have your own mind, so take it where you want it to be. with that being said i'm going back to that pink spongy thing in my head.